sleepy with lots to do

So today I had the idea to pack up all my shit and store it in my bro's house until I got back from Hawaii on the day our lease ends. That didn't end up happening quite like I'd hoped. My day ended up being fairly lazy other than the little trip I took with Danny to Jackson lake. Homeboy has been living in Jackson for over 6 months and hasn't been north of the airport or south of Rafter J....That's fucked up. I needed to take things into my own hands and show him what he'll be missing when he moves to San Francisco. Either way, i figured I should probably pack for Hawaii first before I take all my stuff to my bro's house only to find that I stored something I need in Hawaii. So I'll pack for Hawaii first and then haul my stuff over after seven when Bri-Guy calls.
At any rate, I have my work cut out for me tomorrow. I really look forward to visitng Lane in Hawaii but at the same time I feel guilty about not being able to go to Costa with Stefan and Brandi. Life has a way of stearing you in the right direction whether your decisions were actively made or if life just pushed you in a certain direction. This has a lot to do with how I think the whole "teaching english in Japan" thing will go. I kinda put all my eggs in one basket on this but I really have a lot pushing me in that direction. I'm feeling restless doing seasonal work here in Jackson. While it has a lot of instant gratification, I feel like I'm fairly stagnant in my efforts towards a job or career that will provide better for myself and the family that will come later....hopefully much later. Again, life will do what it will and I just have to let it do its thing.

Hopefully raft guiding and frugal efforts will abolish my credit card debt by the end of the summer. That would be a really really great feeling of freedom and accomplishment..

Casey wants a girlfriend.

Casey can't have one quite yet though.

Casey has a lot to accomplish first before he can give his full self to that special someone.


wow, I'm tired, I should have another coors and maybe hit the sack. Then I can have an early start on the day tomorrow. I think I'll listen to some of The Almost on thee ole iPod to put myself to sleep. I hope Danny isn't getting freaky with that girl in the room next to mine. If so, I might have to up the volume a bit to drown out any unwanted noises, eeeeew.





I can't quit Lauren O'neill. I want to, and don't want to. She's got me by the "heart strings" (as G.W. so elegantly put it) We'll see what happens when she comes in June. We'll just have to see.

sucks